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ugh im soooo sick of getting blamed for my moms stress....shes allways like "its all ur fault" and UGH i just wanna die....stupid bitch
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so my teacher came today and let herself in b/c it was too cold for her to stand there for o....a minute? haha she was told i was sick b/c i was sleeping and shes coming tomorrow and im locking all the doors so she cant let herself in....that bitch who does she think she is??
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well, seems like Eien is quite fond of you, and has
already told you in his secretive way. You
like him alot as well, i can tell. He really
is a sweet guy, but also very vulnerable.
That's why he dresses in black. Hopefully you
can help him out of his slight depression,
before it goes overboard (spoiler for future
quizzes) keep it up, and be nice to my
vulnerable baby...sorry for the pic of Van from
Escaflowne, he was the only pic of a boy with
black hair that i could find...i'll search more
for better pics next time!!
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Even though you did not see Eien much, he is definitely thinking of you. He cannot wait to see you again, and once he finds out you are here in this exact apartment, will not hesitate to show you his artwork. Yes, he is an artist, and a very good one I may add. Well, he has to have some hobby! Even though you just met him, that brief encounter is forever engraved into his mind and heart. He is crazy for you!! He may be depressed and quiet around everyone else, but around you, he can become a whole different person! Good job! Rate this quiz high and you will meet up with him again! and, if you have any pics i can use for him, don't hesitate to tell me where to find them!! |
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oh, Eien is truly starting to warm up to you. He now does not regret kissing you last night. He actually is thinking of doing it more often!! I kno he seems like a different person around you but very withdrawn when with others, don't worry. Eien is actually very shy and self concious. He has only a few friends, and he figures that if he bottles everything up, he won't scare anyone away. You have the job of uncovering Eien's true self. Are you up to the job? RATE HIGH!! |
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Eien is just sitting around, waiting for you to stumble into his pathetic life again. Wish i could write more...BUT MY MOM IS BEING A BLACK HEARTED BITCH AND HAS CUT MY INTERNET OFF FOR A WEEK! KILL MY MOM! KILL THE WITCH!!!! |
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Eien! stats: Bloodtype A, height 5'8'' (for the short ladies), hobbies are painting and drawing, he also sings but likes to hide the fact, he hates to do any type of hard work. His favorite subject in school is Language arts, and his least favorite is Physical Education. |
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EIEN...he did not want me telling you anything else, except, "WO AI NI" (look up fushigi yuugi and type that in, too lazy to translate what that lil goth said...) |
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| Kyle, Kyle, KyLe, kyle, KYLE!! you got the badass, KYLE! ~*~* isn't it great that you are dating a 6 foot badass?! feel lucky...you got Kyle |
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Eien is a little happier now that you two had yet another snog-fest *heh, snog is another word for kiss, or making out, you chose what you did* but yea, you have to talk to him about his little problem, you know what i am saying. So stay tuned to hear what you have to say (okay that made no sense, but oh well!) see, i post people's work!!! this was done by the same girl who drew kyle!! some of the pics that fans send to me are a bit big, so resend them if you can make them smaller!! ur pics are all very cool! |
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| eien! the...er...singy goth dude who likes black...im out of time...toodles! |
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Eien, you knight in shining armour has come to sweep you off your dainty feet...take his sword and beat him for acting all perky and nice for me...he's supposed to be depressed...right? |
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| It's Eien..just calling to talk. Give me a ring once you get this...bye |
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| Eien has soo got the hots for you. Why else would he make out with you so passionetly, before you bit his tongue off that is....oh well, be thankful i went this far...ttyls!! |
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Eien...to lazy to think of anything else to say... |
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| EIEN, the depressed, soft spoken, cute eyes GOTHIE GOTH! He absolutely adores painting, but he hates singing. Oh well, he is talented but he does not like to admit it at ALL....WHICH PISSES ME OFF! You know him to be really quiet, timid, a little extreme, but Didja know that he could get very hyper if he feasts on too much candy bars and drinks a carload of coffee? It's true, it's scary! He watches anime by the carload, Hellsing, Yu Yu hakusho, um....(i don't know alot of anime...mind you) and i think X/1999 but i could be wrong. oh well. SPOTLIGHT'S ON EIEN! |
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Finally, Eien has gotten what he desires the most...you. He wants to cherish his first gain respectivley, and you stay together all the way through college. You finally break Eien of his little "habit" and he starts to act more warmly, once in awhile he actually cracks a joke. (FASTFORWARD) you are married happily to your successful artist. Paintings and statues align the walls, and every time you see them, they take your breath away. Your only daughter, Tabitha, is beginning to show the unique talents of her father. She has your color hair, and the deep soft eyes of her father. Eien takes time with little Tabitha to give her art and singing lessons. When you are alone with your husband, deep and passionate conversations are held. You look back on your life, and realize that it couldn't have been any better. Every half a year, the old gang reunites at your house, and the kids go play in your backyard as the rest of you discuss adult things...WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE. |
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Would you rather be deaf or blind and why?
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[10 Jan 2005|10:02pm] |
How do you get your sleep at night?
How did you get your noose so tight?
Like chewing on tinfoil, it's so much fun
Gonna be dead before your gone
Cause look how things have gotten
And I'll be happy so I won't pretend
And I'll be cheering that you're going down
And I'll be laughing, I'll be laughing
How many feelings can you steal?
Gotta be part of your appeal
I can see through you cause you're wearing thin
Like chewing on tinfoil once again
Ha Ha you're dead
And I'm so happy
In loving memory
Of your demise
When your ship is going down
I'll go out and paint the town
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
(ha ha ha)
Ha Ha you're dead
The joke is over
You were an asshole
And now you're gone
As your ship is going down
I'll stand by and watch you drown
Ha Ha you're dead
You're gonna be dead
Just remember what I said
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
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ok so do i have a big ass sign stuck to my head that says "PLEASE LIE TO ME, I DONT MIND! I WANT MY FEELINGS TO BE HURT THANK YOU FOR DOING SO"???
IM SOOOOOO FUCKING SICK OF IT!
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well, today my teacher came and i had a test and got a 78 on it. yay i got a c? eh o well its passing lol then she tried to give me a spanish guiz and that didnt work to well and so im taking that on friday....yay??.....she didnt give me any homework sept to study for 2 tests....happy happy joy joy
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[10 Jan 2005|04:12pm] |
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Dear Former Students:
WE MISS YOU AND WE WANT YOU BACK!
To show you how much we want you to be apart of our family agian, we are enclosing a gift certificate for one FREE MUSIC OR DANCE LESSON. No strings attached. (Offer not avalible to cuttent students).
Here are some reasons for returning to Napoli School of Music & Dance.
We have added some new teachers to our staff. You can try a new teacher or resume lessons with your former teacher.
Studies have shown that exposure to music and dance lessons actually increases your academic and social skills.
We have manty payment options including credit cards and monthly payments.
We now offer makeup lessons.
We have been voted "Best of the Mian Line" two years running.
It's fun!!
In closing, we want you to take advantage of our offer. We would love to have you once again become part of the positive culture taht has made us the choice for music and dance lessons.
Sincerely,
Chris Napoli, Director
Napoli School of Music and Dance
lol i took saxaphone lessons there in like 6th? grade! geez people LEAVE ME ALONE! lol
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[09 Jan 2005|09:22pm] |
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im dying my hair again w00t!
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[08 Jan 2005|09:10pm] |
You're a Jaw Breaker!!!! You tend to be quite
upfront about everything. Some admire you for
this quality, while others often resent you for
it. Although you may act tough, whether you
hate to admit it or not there is some sweetness
inside of you.
Which kind of candy are you?
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[07 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
| You Are a Chihuahua Puppy |
 Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you! |
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[07 Jan 2005|09:06pm] |
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well, the camera i got for x-mas is going back to QVC because it wont put the pics i took into the computer and im gonna buy 1 from target or something lol
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[06 Jan 2005|02:45am] |
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50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
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[05 Jan 2005|05:42pm] |
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Main Entry: home·work
Pronunciation: 'hOm-"w&rk
Function: noun
Date: circa 1683
1 : piecework done at home for pay
2 : an assignment given to a student to be completed outside the regular class period
3 : preparatory reading or research (as for a discussion or a debate)
lol off to do history homework...yay
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[05 Jan 2005|02:00am] |
have strong urges to put nails through my wrists
LissaIndpls: any1 else??
TwiztedOnyx14: I stabed one threw my hand the one night
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CrazyJasonBoy: liss, YES
Scaredsilent06: i've thought about it
CrazyJasonBoy: omg i thought i was the only one
Scaredsilent06: never actually did it tho
LissaIndpls: me too crazy
CrazyJasonBoy: i have definite desires to nail
TwiztedOnyx14: I was stuck on the table for a long time and I passed out and woke up in the hosipital
LissaIndpls: i had it since i was young, bad pains in teh wrists too
CrazyJasonBoy: so many people cut, but i've never met another person who wanted to nail
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LissaIndpls: then i foudn out jesus was nailed through the wrists and not the hands, now i feel special
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Scaredsilent06: i've never met a person who actually has nailed themselves
CrazyJasonBoy: i've never done it.... i just feel the need to
LissaIndpls: if you're going to do something, do it right scared
Scaredsilent06: ....me to
TwiztedOnyx14: I go threw these phases where this one thing plays back in my head and it throws me into a fit
LissaIndpls: same here crazy
LissaIndpls: i'm highly unnattracted to blood and pain accept when i get these extreme urges and all the sudden its like
LissaIndpls: well you all probably know
Scaredsilent06: i like blood...and pain
Scaredsilent06: always have
Scaredsilent06: i swear i was like born to be a cutter
CrazyJasonBoy: yeah i can't stand to see someone else cut or pierced
TwiztedOnyx14: It's all ways amazed me
LissaIndpls: twisted yes, i see my wrists and blood and it plays and replays and the image feels like heaven
LissaIndpls: very odd and strong urges
Scaredsilent06: me and my gf used to go to school and cut together....or selfharm together...w/e
TwiztedOnyx14: I see diferent shit that draws me to do it but u get it
Scaredsilent06: i get tired of being afraid to sleep...that's why i cut
Scaredsilent06: it shuts the voices up long enough to close my eyes
TwiztedOnyx14: Plus I get so overly pissed off and certain people i tend to do stupid sh*t
Scaredsilent06: yea
CrazyJasonBoy: i don't have voices, scaredsilent, but i'm afraid of sleep
TwiztedOnyx14: It's like late at night .. I got it sayin kill ur self then its dont and all that bs
LissaIndpls: voices....
Scaredsilent06: i have voices....they were gone right after i stopped my meds, but now they are back, my doctor said meds probably won't help anymore
LissaIndpls: well scared i'm lucky i only have my tainted thoughts and the occaisional gohst to deal with
TwiztedOnyx14: But I found a game I can play with other people around here called Bloody Knuckles
CrazyJasonBoy: i heard voices when on meds
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CrazyJasonBoy: meds made me C R A Z Y
Scaredsilent06: me too!
Scaredsilent06: i went nuts...all the time
LissaIndpls: crazy...i dont remember things i did on meds
LissaIndpls: when i did have them
CrazyJasonBoy: i don't believe in satan.... but on meds, i thought he was my father.. and he would talk to me through the button holes in my couch
Scaredsilent06: i'd randomly 4get what i was doing, and then blow up at people for no reasons....not that that's any different than off, but it was worse
TwiztedOnyx14: They are usin these pills called .. Meprobatmate and they are sleepin pills but they just seditade me and well u get it I believe
SocialDist0815: good evening all.
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LissaIndpls: lmao crazy LMFAO
IxI obscure IxI: hello hello
Scaredsilent06: OMG crazy...that's nuts
CrazyJasonBoy: i'm not being funny
LissaIndpls: i smoked this med a doc gave me once
LissaIndpls: that was strange
TwiztedOnyx14: Scared I get what U mean Im like that now sometimes
LissaIndpls: i'll never look at railroad tracks the same
IxI obscure IxI: sounds fun.
IxI obscure IxI: lolCrazyJasonBoy: the dr. just increased my meds...... made me even worse
Scaredsilent06: yea...i mean i'm sure pot and drinking doesn't help...but...what LissaIndpls: ambien is the best sleeping pillcan ya do?? lol
</font>TwiztedOnyx14: lol It doesnt ..
</font>CrazyJasonBoy: after years of that crap, i finally took myself off of meds... and now i can actually function
</font>IxI obscure IxI: what pills are you guys on?
</font>LissaIndpls: can buy perscription free online but becarful if you have apnea-sleeping pills can kill you
</font>TwiztedOnyx14: But then I got crazy as hell and would reverse the effects with vicodon
</font>Scaredsilent06: i can function, but i cut again...if my parents found out i'd be in a hospital...i'd kill myself
SocialDist0815: i'm not on any meds, but probably should be.
</font>Scaredsilent06: i hate hospitals....like real ones are ok, but the mental ones....the people there are seriously f*cked up
CrazyJasonBoy: cutting isn't such a bad thing... as long as you're not trying to kill yourself
LissaIndpls: hiding cuts is easy
IxI obscure IxI: im on Zoloft, Trileptal, and Klonopin
TwiztedOnyx14: My mom has back pain and all other sorts of stuff so shes like loaded to hell with pills so I find a mix that I cant move cant think kinda like im in coma or something
Scaredsilent06: there was a chick who was only 4 or 5, she tried to kill her brother because "her daddy showed me how" that's what she said
LissaIndpls: obscure i'm surprised you can type
SocialDist0815: most people who cut aren't trying to kill themselves.
LissaIndpls: zoloft made me a nut
IxI obscure IxI: lol me too sometimes.
Scaredsilent06: i hate trileptal
Scaredsilent06: that sh*t sucked
IxI obscure IxI: ya, it blows.
Scaredsilent06: no kidding
LissaIndpls: sounds nice twizted
TwiztedOnyx14: Its cool till u come out of it
LissaIndpls: scared it happens
TwiztedOnyx14: But I dont suggest people do it
Scaredsilent06: i know, but she was so young, i mean we were all 15 and 16 years old
Scaredsilent06: she was scared all the time
IxI obscure IxI: im 17 now...yay lol
SocialDist0815: i'm 21.
Scaredsilent06: i'm 17 too
TwiztedOnyx14: I get very much more the reg sucidal when I come out so I gotta keep it up
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TwiztedOnyx14: um damn Im proly the youngest one in here
Scaredsilent06: how old r u?
IxI obscure IxI: ya, no more SI for me, been institutionalized twice.
LissaIndpls: i'm 24
TwiztedOnyx14: 15 gonna be 16 in like 2 months
Scaredsilent06: awww....lol
SilentScreams014: i just turned 15 lol
TwiztedOnyx14: lol ..
IxI obscure IxI: young'n
Scaredsilent06: lol
SocialDist0815: sometimes i wonder if hospitalization isn't best for me right now.
TwiztedOnyx14: I swear on my b-day this year
LissaIndpls: i'm old to be in here
SScaredsilent06: i didn't either
TwiztedOnyx14: If not ... I will be hangin from the roof or something cuz I cant take this shit any more
LissaIndpls: would be nice sometiems twist
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SadAngelEyes85: Hey everyone
IxI obscure IxI: ::hugs
SilentScreams014: my b-day sucked
TwiztedOnyx14: Im hopin some thing will knock on my window and say "ur leaving now " and then I die
Scaredsilent06: my b-day did too
SocialDist0815: you from indianapolis, lissa?
Scaredsilent06: i was in Job Corps
LissaIndpls: yes social
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IxI obscure IxI: my b-day sucked too....i didnt get shit
SocialDist0815: me, too.
IxI obscure IxI: lol
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