I've got a bad feeling about this......

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-18T08:48:00

2005-01-18T13:49:50Z

What Age Do You Act?

You Are 22 Years Old

22
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

haha 7 years older than i really am

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-18T08:43:00

2005-01-18T13:45:04Z

ugh im soooo sick of getting blamed for my moms stress....shes allways like "its all ur fault" and UGH i just wanna die....stupid bitch

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-17T18:10:00

2005-01-17T23:13:02Z

so my teacher came today and let herself in b/c it was too cold for her to stand there for o....a minute? haha she was told i was sick b/c i was sleeping and shes coming tomorrow and im locking all the doors so she cant let herself in....that bitch who does she think she is??

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-17T17:46:00

2005-01-17T22:47:44Z

You Know You're From Pennsylvania When...

You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey."

You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA."

"You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women.

You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Didyoueatyet?)

You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, and Monongahela.

You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade.

The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays.

You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye.

You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila."

At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their windows all year long.

You know what a "Hex sign" is.

You know what a "State Store" is, and your out of state friends find it incredulous that you can't purchase liquor at the mini-mart.

You own only three condiments "A-1, Heinz 57 and Heinz ketchup".

Words like "hoagie", "crick", "chipped ham", "sticky buns", "shoo-fly pie", "pierogies" and "pocketbook" actually mean something to you.

You can eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and know others who do the same.

You know several places to purchase or that serve Scrapple, Summer Sausage (Lebanon Bologna), and Hot Bacon Dressing.

One of the highlights of your life was a field trip to Penn's Cave and Horseshoe curve.

You know exactly what to do when your mother tells you to "red up" your room.

You know the time and location of every "wing night" in a 20 mile radius.

You don't think people from Philly or Pittsburgh talk funny.

You don't understand all the hype about Rolling Rock beer; You've been drinking it for years even though Iron City is better.

You consider an exotic vacation to be a trip to Ocean City, Virginia Beach, or Myrtle Beach.

Words like "hoagie", "chipped ham", and "pop" actually mean something to you.

You think very little of an Amish buggy on the road.

You learned long ago how to "step carefully" around the buggy tie-ups in the supermarket parking lot.

You can go 2 weeks in winter without sunshine and think this is normal.

You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are all PA towns.

There is no such thing as a "Philly Cheesesteak". It's just called a "Cheesesteak."

You know that Eucre is a card game and not a form of vomiting.

You not only have heard of Birch Beer, but you know that it comes in several colors: Red, Blue, White, Brown, Gold.

You know what REAL potpie is.

You ask the waitress for "dippy eggs" for breakfast.

Your turkey has "filling," not "stuffing," and most certainly, NOT "dressing."

You consider Pittsburgh to be "out west," and you know the fastest way to Philly is the Turnpike.

When it snows, they put cinders on the roads instead of sand.

Know that Yuengling is pronounced "Ying-ling," and believe that it really is a premium beer

You know that a green pepper is not a pepper at all but a "mango".

You have an uncontrollable urge to buy bread and milk when you hear the word "snow."

You live within two miles of a plant that makes potato chips, corn chips, pretzels, candy, or ice cream, or that packages turkeys, beans, or bologna.

You can stop along the road to buy fruits, vegetables, or crafts on the "honor system."

You know what REAL pot pie is.

YOUR turkey has "filling," not "stuffing," and most certainly, NOT "dressing."

You know that chicken corn soup from a fire house is the most nearly perfect food on earth.

You say things like, "Outen the lights," "I'm calling off today," and "They're calling for snow."

You've heard of distelfinks and hex signs.

You only buy your beer and soda by the case.

You think the roads in any other state are smooth.

You know the Penn State cheer, and although you've never attended Penn State, you are a most obnoxious Penn State fan.

Hearing horses clopping down a paved street doesn't bring you to the window to see what's going on outside.

You never see any Confederate Flags, except on the Gettysburg Battlefield.

You prefer Hershey's Chocolate to Godiva.

School closings due to snow take the radio stations a half an hour to finish, because just about every town has its own school district.

You have the Rolling Rock bottle memorized: "From the glass lined tanks of Old Latrobe, we tender this premium beer for your enjoyment. . . . "

Elect pro-life Democrats and pro-choice Republicans for Governor

Frequently go "with," e.g., "You going to the market? Mind if I come with?"

Refer to something as "a whole nother," e.g., "That's a whole nother issue."

You REALLY HATE antiquers. On Sunday mornings you would scream "Go back to Jersey!" at least once on the way to church.

When you were a kid and somebody really pissed you off, you said, "I'm gonna deck you!"

You know the expression, "Hey naw! Watchya dewin'?"

You know where to buy "Opera Fudge" and that it has absolutely no connection to the Opera.

The only Jewish people that you've ever met have been from New York or New Jersey.

You love the Phillies (unless they stink) in which case you love the Orioles (unless they stink) in which case you solemnly swear that you've never even liked the Phillies or the Orioles, but have always been a Penn State fan.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Pennsylvania.

lol

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-17T00:24:00

2005-01-17T05:28:31Z

A special thank you goes out to the people that helped me with song meanings by sending them to me, including Laura and dex. Also, a big thanks to Green Day > UK which helped me when I got stuck. Click on the album name to get to the meanings faster. Please keep in mind that this is just for fun. We can never be 100% sure that's what Billie/Mike/Tre meant when they wrote the songs.

AT THE LIBRARY
  Billie Joe wrote this song about a girl he thought was ugly, but he thought she would go out with him. He saw her at the library and asked her out but got rejected because she already had a boyfriend.
DON'T LEAVE ME
  This song is about somebody important in Billie Joe's life who left him.
I WAS THERE
  John Kriftmeyer (Al Sobrante) wrote this song about being in the band, his past memories, and how he regrets going away.
DISAPPEARING BOY
  Billie Joe wrote this song when he was younger about how lonely he was and how he felt invisible to everyone.
GREEN DAY
  This song is about starting to appriciate the little things in life. A "green day" is a day spent doing nothing but pot.
GOING TO PASALAQUA
  Billie wrote this song about another girl named Jennifer who he was falling for.
    AND/OR....
  Pasalaqua is a funeral home in Rodeo, California.
16
  This song is about being 16 and facing the fact that your going to have to grow up and face life.
ROAD TO ACCEPTANCE
  This song is Billie Joe wanting to be accepted by people and not be an outcast.     AND/OR....
  It's about how much he wants unity for everyone, regardless of appearance (ie. skin color, style, ect.).
THE JUDGE'S DAUGHTER
  This song is about wanting to find the perfect girl.
PAPER LANTERNS
  Self explanitory. Lyric: "I'm understanding now that we are only friends. To this day I'm asking why I still think about you."
WHY DO YOU WANT HIM?
  Billie's wondering why his mom wants her boyfriend. Why Do You Want Him? was the first song Billie Joe ever wrote at the age of 12.
409 IN YOUR COFFEEMAKER
  This song is about day dreaming.
    AND/OR....
  When Billie was younger he put 409 in his teacher's coffee.
KNOWLEDGE
  Green Day's cover of Operation Ivy's song, Knowledge.
1,000 HOURS
  Billie Joe was thinking about a girl he knew.
DRY ICE
  This is about how sometimes you can't get the opposite sex out of your head.
ONLY OF YOU
  The meaning of Only of You is similar to that of Dry Ice.
THE ONE I WANT
  A love song. Plain and simple.
I WANT TO BE ALONE
  Just like the title says, this song is about just wanting to be left alone.

2,000 LIGHT YEARS AWAY
  Billie Joe wrote this song about having to be away from Adrienne for so long, and how much he misses her. Billie wrote this song the first time he kissed Adrienne.
ONE FOR THE RAZORBACKS
  This song is about a girl from the AK named Juliet, whom they met (NOT as in Romeo & Juliet).
WELCOME TO PARADISE
  This song was how it was like living in a house in Berkeley with Mike and other members of the punk community. (also appears on Dookie) "It's about West Oakland, living in a warehouse with a lot of people, a bunch of artists and musicians, punks and whatever just lived all up and down, bums and junkies and thugs and gang members and stuff that just lived in that area. It's no place you want to walk around at night, but it's a neat warehouse whee you can play basketball and stuff." - Billie Joe
CHRISTIE ROAD
  Christie Road is a place where Billie Joe and his friends used to go and get high. "This song [Christie Road] is about wanting to be alone for awhile." - Billie Joe
PRIVATE ALE
  Billie wrote this song for Adrienne, because he wanted her to like him.
DOMINATED LOVE SLAVE
  Tre's infamous song about whips, chains, and other kinds of kinky bondage.
ONE OF MY LIES
This song is about questioning if there is a heaven or a hell. Billie is wondering whether this life is all just a bunch of lies.
    AND/OR....
  Living a dishonest life.
80
  Billie Joe wrote this song about his wife, Adrienne. The title comes from her nickname, Adie. (ie: 80 sounds like Adie)
ANDROID
  This song is about wondering what you will be like when you grow up.
NO ONE KNOWS
  This song is about Billie Joe being forced to grow up too fast.
WHO WROTE HOLDEN CAULFIELD?
  This song is about the character Holden Caulfield from J.D. Salinger's classic book, The Catcher in the Rye. Billie Joe was assigned to read it in school, but of course, he didn't read it. Later on in life, he actually did read it, and he related to the main character in the sense that he was also an outcast like Billie.
WORDS I MIGHT HAVE ATE
  This song is about taking responsibility for your actions.
SWEET CHILDREN
  Also Green Day's first band name, Sweet Children was the first song Billie and Mike wrote together. It's ultimatly about how bad kids get blamed for everything.
BEST THING IN TOWN
  This song is about a girl Billie Joe thinks is the best thing in town.
STRANGELAND
  May be based on a movie or book. Life can be strange sometimes.
MY GENERATION
  This song is a cover of the classic by The Who.

The Kerplunk! CD includes a story, "My Adventure with Green Day: By Laurie L." Click here to read the story. The name "Laurie L." is based on Lookout Records! owner, Lawrence Livermore.

NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
  Self explanitory, the nice guy gets the shitty end of the stick.
HITCHIN' A RIDE
  This song tells a story of sex and drugs while your world is crashing down.
THE GROUCH
  This song is about what Billie Joe doesn't want to grow up and be like. It is also said that Billie wrote this song after he had a fight with Adrienne.
    AND/OR....
  The Grouch was generally about feeling older than you really are. After the Insomniac era, and Billie was tired as hell and just felt older then he really was.
REDUNDANT
  Classic love song. Billie can't begin to explain his love in words for what he feels for Adrienne. Or this song could be about how repetative being famous is.
    AND/OR....
  He's talking about how things are redundant, making him sick, making him hate things, and feeling like he's lost in a circle. This happens frequently in relationships when people have been together for a long time. Their love is there, but it is redundant. Eventually, saying "I love you" is not enough because it gets routine, and you don't know what to say.
SCATTERED
  Billie offering up all he can to his wife trying to gain her affection.
ALL THE TIME
  This song is about trying to quit something like drugs or alcohol.
WORRY ROCK
  Sorta like Scattered.
PLATYPUS ( I HATE YOU )
  This song is about a person who gets pleasure out of seeing others in pain. Billie Joe wrote this about a magazine writer who trashed them after Dookie came out, during Kerplunk! He loved them they we’re and would always be the best no matter what…but then he acted like an asshole, Billie decided to release on nimrod instead of insomniac because he felt it show him they’ve grown…but he died before the album came out. (from Green Day > UK)
UPTIGHT
  This song is about a suicidal person who hates his life.
LAST RIDE IN
  An instrumental song written during a soundcheck.
JINX
  Jinx is about a girl who liked Billie.
HAUSHINKA
  Billie met a girl named Haushinka in Japan a long time ago. He remembers her in this song.
WALKING ALONE
  Puttings yourself in the position where you just want to be along.
REJECT
  About the parent who's kid received Dookie for a present from his grandma on his 8th birthday because it had a picture of Ernie on the back. The parent wrote a letter to Billie Joe objecting to the lyrics and saying that it wasn't music.
TAKE BACK
  A song about not being able to forgive someone for what they did to him.
KING FOR A DAY
  This song is about a boy dressing up in woman's clothes.
GOOD RIDDANCE ( TIME OF YOUR LIFE )
This song is about looking back on your life and seeing how you spent it.
    AND/OR....
  I've heard (from an interview) that this is a song about being drunk.
    AND/OR....
  This song was how Green Day said goodbye to their punk pals who turned their backs on them after they became big.
PROSTHETIC HEAD
  This song is about somebody who lives their life as somebody else. "[In Hollywood]there were these big inflatable head's, that's when I thought of the name for that tune" – Billie Joe

MARIA
I think Maria is about a rebellious girl who runs away from her problems.
POPROCKS & COKE
This song is about being there for someone, even through tough times.

SUFFOCATE
  Suffocate is how alcohol and drugs and cigarettes are destructive and addictive. You get that from 'slipped into a coma again.' This said that he must have tried to quit before, and 'where's my organ donor lend a hand' shows that he will physically suffocate.
    AND/OR....
  Suffocate is about a guy who has just totally given up on everything and is waiting patiently for the end. It's a reflection of how life gets us down, and in a sense, it's about suicide.
DESENSITIZED
  This song was written about the Internet.
YOU LIED
  This is about someone who he can tell they are lying, because their story is streched and unbelievable. They don't have a good excuse, and it is obvious they are lying.
OUTSIDER
  Outsider is a Ramones' cover. It was also featured on A Tribute to the Ramones.
DON'T WANNA FALL IN LOVE
  This song is about not wanting to fall in love, because he doesn't want to answer to anyone.
ESPIONAGE
  Instrumental song used in the movie Austin Powers 2: The Spy Who Shagged Me (on the soundtrack) and also in the trailer for Scooby Doo the movie.
SCUMBAG
  Scumbag is about someone is an overall bad person. Mike and Billie wrote it together.
I WANT TO BE ON TV
  Probably about how stupid and materialist some celebrities are.
    AND/OR....
  I've heard that this song is a cover by Fang.
    AND/OR....
  It means just wanted to be heard and to get some attention.
TIRED OF WAITING
  Green Day's cover of a classic Kinks song. This song appeared in the Howard Stern: Private Parts movie.
SICK OF ME
  Sounds like 2 people are in a relationship and they want to end it, but they just haven't gotten around to it yet.
ROTTING
  This song is about not wantin to deal with all the pain and suffering on earth and just wishing that u could throw it all away.
    AND/OR....
  Rotting is about someone who is dying and how he wants it to be when he takes his final breath.
DO DA DA
  When Green Day was recording songs for Insomniac, they were trying to think of an appropriate name for the song Stuck With Me. The band recorded the song now called "Do Da Da" around the same time, and that song was originally called "Stuck With Me", because those words actually appear in that song. But, there was a studio mix-up, and someone labeled the third track on Insomniac "Stuck With Me". When the band discovered the error, they felt the name was appropriate for the song and kept it. Later, they decided to release the real "Stuck With Me" as a b-side, so they gave it the nonsensical name "Do Da Da".
ON THE WAGON
  On the wagon is a typical Billie Joe song. It describes that he is in love with a girl (it is possible that he means Adrienne 'cause it's written about this time). He always say sweet things to her but in another way he just does shit. And so his best excuse is that he is so confused "'cause it's been so long since I've been in love!" "on the wagon" is just a metaphor for love.
    AND/OR....
  This song is about masturbation.
    AND/OR....
  This song is about being in alcoholic.
HA HA YOU'RE DEAD
  Mike wrote this song. It's about a person that has hurt many people.

American Idiot was written to tell a story (a "punk rock opera"). The title of the album in itself, and it's art, explains of what's to come. There's much confusion to actually what this album and all of its songs mean, and it's questioned to what it could mean. I'm following, basically, with my own outlook, and from information from the band.

DEFINITIONS IN THE STORY:

J./JOS/the Idiot of America: The Jesus of Suburbia
Tunny: Random person met on the street who Jimmy befriends
The Underbelly: JOS/Jimmy's group of friends
Mom and Brad: JOS' parents. The way that JOS refers to his father as Brad, could mean that is father is gone and Brad is a stepfather, which would explain why he's calling him by name.

AMERICAN IDIOT
  The title track of the album. Basically, there's a confused, disoriented, angsty kid wrapped around a world of misconception and he has nowhere to go and feels hopeless and miserable. So this kid, the Jesus of Suburbia, is just crying out an anthem for the world to hear, screaming miserably "Don't wanna be an American Idiot..." He sees that he's stuck in this 'redneck agenda' and there's not a damn thing he can do to change it.
JESUS OF SUBURBIA (CITY OF THE DAMNED, I DON'T CARE, DEARLY BELOVED, TALES OF ANOTHER BROKEN HOME)
  Everyone on the album has their own track. Jesus of Suburbia basically introduces us to the Jesus of Suburbia, how he was brought up in rage, and love, his atmosphere, friends, and basic general information. Part I, JOS, is just an introduction. "I'm the son of rage and love, the Jesus of Suburbia..."...Part II, City of The Damned, is just a crying out for help, hating his town, his city, and his overall miserable life that he lives. Part III, I Don't Care, is properly named and is about just that. JOS' apathetic screams of pain and how he just doesn't fucking care about anything anymore. Part IV, Dearly Beloved, is JOS asking if what he's feeling is natural, how he can get out, and if anyone can understand...Tales Of Another Broken Home, Part V, is basically the end of the anthem. JOS is fed up, fucked up, and just decides to quit town and quit the life that he's living. "I don't feel any shame, I won't apologize. When there ain't NOWHERE you can go. RUNNING AWAY from pain, when you feel victimized, tales from another broken home"...and he just leaves.
HOLIDAY
  So JOS has just left town and he's living his life on the streets (Hear the sound of the falling rain...). He's speaking outloud and acting in vein :P, but it seems like he's talking himself into the fact that running away was the right thing to do. Explaining his reasons of discontent to himself. He still feels alone, and shunned from society, but it seems he feels a little more self-confidence, and happiness out on the road. It is also remotely political with the whole "Zeig heil..." thing, but it's basically just JOS yelling out and expressing his own dead beliefs onto the world. Like screaming into mid air. Also, to go 'on holiday' is said to be like, a vacation. So this is basically like an escape, a runaway. This leads us into Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS
  JOS is out alone, on the cold streets, nothing to do, nowhere to go. The happiness has worn off and he walks alone. Everyone's asleep, no one can hear him, no one cares, and he just walks...
ARE WE THE WAITING?
  Still, alone, living it rough. JOS plays tricks in his mind, and you can see his slowly losing his sanity. He even starts to not believe who he is anymore. He's not the king of his local 711 out on the streets, where no one knows who he is...he's not the Jesus of Suburbia anymore. He's just...there.

Now is where the controversy starts. The album picks up into an angry, purely amazing, anthem about the ever-so-lovely St. Jimmy. Now, people have said, and this sounds pretty true, that the JOS is just pushed over the edge, turned into this new fuck you punkfuck named St. Jimmy. Basically, pushed off of the deep end into schizophrenia. Green Day, actually has stated, that JOS meets this kid, St. Jimmy, on the street somewhere, but that's questionable. I'll leave the interpretation up to you.

ST. JIMMY
  Fast, upbeat, so effing hardcore. St. Jimmy...the patron saint of the denial. Tough, rough, not afraid to kill. The run of the mill punkkid times 70. The hardest, baddest mother fucker around. He's lived his life on the streets, knows all, sees all. Lies, and pretty cocky to boot. He can actually be seen as a foil to JOS, who's totally innocent and callow going into this thing.
GIVE ME NOVACAINE
  JOS meets Jimmy and becomes close with him. They do drugs together, hang around together and JOS depends on Jimmy to keep him sane, without knowing anyone else. Give Me Novacaine is basically his experimentation with drugs, and how Jimmy introduces him to drugs to ease the pain of everyday life.
SHE'S A REBEL
  While on the streets, Jimmy and JOS meet a rebel girl named Whatsername. As described in She's A Rebel, she's holding on JOS' heart like a hand grenade. For JOS, it's love at first sight. It's a basic introduction to the girl, and a new twist in JOS' heart strings. New feelings, new mindset, new atmosphere.
EXTRAORDINARY GIRL
  Again, about Whatsername. JOS' feelings for her, what he thinks of her, etc...
LETTERBOMB
  After getting close with Whatsername, there is an eventual breakup. The beginning "Nobody likes you, everyone left you..."...is Whatsername taunting JOS, and writing him a goodbye letter. She explains that JOS doesn't care enough, and that he isn't who he thinks he is. "You're not the Jesus of Suburbia. The St. Jimmy is a figment of, your father's rage and your mother's love, that's made the idiot america"...she's explaining that JOS has turned into what he's always hated and she leaves him. "Well she said I can't take this place, I'm leaving you behind. She said I can't take this town I'm leaving you tonight..."
WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS
  JOS is alone again. Lost his friends, the only girl he ever loved, he's out of home, out of job, and back where he started, sad and alone on the streets. He describes himself as innocent, or at least he was, and he just didn't last. They broke him down, and he's just dead inside. This is also, on a more personal note, a side song about Billie Joe's late father, who died years ago (September 1982), when Billie Joe was 10. Both explanations apply.
HOMECOMING (THE DEATH OF ST. JIMMY, EAST 12TH ST., NOBODY LIKES YOU, ROCK 'N' ROLL GIRLFRIEND)
  JOS has nothing left to do. He's been on the streets. He stands alone again. So where else to go? Home. Part I, the Death of St. Jimmy. He's leaving the streets, he's going back, he's leaving Jimmy behind. He realizes that turning away wasn't the answer, and he's gained nothing from it except knowledge that life is no better in a different atmosphere. He hoped for too much, and got nothing in return. St. Jimmy kills himself, in a sense, in JOS' mind he's gone. Still, there's no one who cares, and nobody cares. Part II, East 12th St, tells us that JOS met and accepted conformity, got a job, and is just in his own world as people move around him. He'd rather be out and around with 'the underbelly', his friends. He feels trapped. Alone, and again, must get away. "This lifelike dream ain't for me"...Part III, Nobody Likes You. He's still depressed about losing Whatsername, as he waits for her to return, but no luck. All of his dreams at this point are shot to hell, as her voice still pounds in his head "NOBODY LIKES YOU, EVERYONE LEFT YOU..." Part IV, Rock 'N Roll Girlfriend, in the inlay, is shown as a postcard from "Tunny"...who seems to be another person JOS met while on the streets. Tunny explains that he's living it up where he is, and the rebel life he leads, while JOS is rotting with his dead end job, in his dead end life. Part V, We're Coming Home Again, is JOS accepting things. He's coming to the realization of everything and everyone, and is just accepting it. He comes home. It's left on a confusing note. He's not sure if he's happy or sad, he's just home, living, and he just...is.
WHATSERNAME
  After being home, and just living in normality, he still regrets losing Whatsername. It's been so long, he can't even remember her name. He wonders what happened to her, and can only remember. All he has is his memories of her. The album ends with him still trying to forget "If my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time, forgetting you, but not the time."...He doesn't regret living his life on the streets, using it as a learning experience, but still tries to forget Whatsername, and the pain that she put him through, and vice versa.

AMERICAN IDIOT'S B-SIDES:

GOVERNATOR
  Written in relation to Arnold Schwarzenegger. They repeat his famous words from The Terminator, "I'll be back."
SHOPLIFTER
  Living life on the streets with Jimmy, stealing things to get by.
FAVORITE SON
  George Bush anthem, not really related to the story.
TOO MUCH TOO SOON
  All about Whatsername. How she's so needy and JOS is getting fed up.

SIDE NOTES:

I personally believe Jimmy and JOS are the same person. Kind of Fight Clubesque, for those who have seen it. I think JOS is just pushed so far, that he turns into this new person, new mindset, etc...This explains the rage and love, the story of his life. Rage, Jimmy, love, JOS. It makes the album a lot more interesting, seeing JOS and Jimmy as the same person, but again, I'll leave the interpretation up to you.
East 12th St. of Homecoming was written by Billie Joe. East 12th St. was the place in Oakland where he had to fill out all the paperwork after he got his DUI in 2003.
Rock and Roll Girlfriend of Homecoming was written by Tre and is based on his life.
The "I" perspective is referring to GDA webmaster, Matt, whom wrote up the meanings/story for GDA.

really long quiz sorry no cut for it...too lazy lol

2005-01-14T14:40:41Z

well, seems like Eien is quite fond of you, and has
already told you in his secretive way. You
like him alot as well, i can tell. He really
is a sweet guy, but also very vulnerable.
That's why he dresses in black. Hopefully you
can help him out of his slight depression,
before it goes overboard (spoiler for future
quizzes) keep it up, and be nice to my
vulnerable baby...sorry for the pic of Van from
Escaflowne, he was the only pic of a boy with
black hair that i could find...i'll search more
for better pics next time!!

Even though you did not see Eien much, he is definitely thinking of you. He cannot wait to see you again, and once he finds out you are here in this exact apartment, will not hesitate to show you his artwork. Yes, he is an artist, and a very good one I may add. Well, he has to have some hobby! Even though you just met him, that brief encounter is forever engraved into his mind and heart. He is crazy for you!! He may be depressed and quiet around everyone else, but around you, he can become a whole different person! Good job! Rate this quiz high and you will meet up with him again! and, if you have any pics i can use for him, don't hesitate to tell me where to find them!!

oh, Eien is truly starting to warm up to you. He now does not regret kissing you last night. He actually is thinking of doing it more often!! I kno he seems like a different person around you but very withdrawn when with others, don't worry. Eien is actually very shy and self concious. He has only a few friends, and he figures that if he bottles everything up, he won't scare anyone away. You have the job of uncovering Eien's true self. Are you up to the job? RATE HIGH!!

Eien is just sitting around, waiting for you to stumble into his pathetic life again. Wish i could write more...BUT MY MOM IS BEING A BLACK HEARTED BITCH AND HAS CUT MY INTERNET OFF FOR A WEEK! KILL MY MOM! KILL THE WITCH!!!!

Eien! stats: Bloodtype A, height 5'8'' (for the short ladies), hobbies are painting and drawing, he also sings but likes to hide the fact, he hates to do any type of hard work. His favorite subject in school is Language arts, and his least favorite is Physical Education.

EIEN...he did not want me telling you anything else, except, "WO AI NI" (look up fushigi yuugi and type that in, too lazy to translate what that lil goth said...)

Kyle, Kyle, KyLe, kyle, KYLE!! you got the badass, KYLE! ~*~* isn't it great that you are dating a 6 foot badass?! feel lucky...you got Kyle

Eien is a little happier now that you two had yet another snog-fest *heh, snog is another word for kiss, or making out, you chose what you did* but yea, you have to talk to him about his little problem, you know what i am saying. So stay tuned to hear what you have to say (okay that made no sense, but oh well!) see, i post people's work!!! this was done by the same girl who drew kyle!! some of the pics that fans send to me are a bit big, so resend them if you can make them smaller!! ur pics are all very cool!

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/torinaura/1092940029_sscreen014.jpg" border="0" alt="eienbaby!"> EIEN, he wants to see how well you sing, he may have a rival...hmmm...what song am i going to make him sing? stay tuned...
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eien! the...er...singy goth dude who likes black...im out of time...toodles!

Eien, you knight in shining armour has come to sweep you off your dainty feet...take his sword and beat him for acting all perky and nice for me...he's supposed to be depressed...right?

It's Eien..just calling to talk. Give me a ring once you get this...bye

Eien has soo got the hots for you. Why else would he make out with you so passionetly, before you bit his tongue off that is....oh well, be thankful i went this far...ttyls!!

Eien...to lazy to think of anything else to say...

EIEN, the depressed, soft spoken, cute eyes GOTHIE GOTH! He absolutely adores painting, but he hates singing. Oh well, he is talented but he does not like to admit it at ALL....WHICH PISSES ME OFF! You know him to be really quiet, timid, a little extreme, but Didja know that he could get very hyper if he feasts on too much candy bars and drinks a carload of coffee? It's true, it's scary! He watches anime by the carload, Hellsing, Yu Yu hakusho, um....(i don't know alot of anime...mind you) and i think X/1999 but i could be wrong. oh well. SPOTLIGHT'S ON EIEN!

ITS A SPORK NOT A FOON!

Finally, Eien has gotten what he desires the most...you. He wants to cherish his first gain respectivley, and you stay together all the way through college. You finally break Eien of his little "habit" and he starts to act more warmly, once in awhile he actually cracks a joke. (FASTFORWARD) you are married happily to your successful artist. Paintings and statues align the walls, and every time you see them, they take your breath away. Your only daughter, Tabitha, is beginning to show the unique talents of her father. She has your color hair, and the deep soft eyes of her father. Eien takes time with little Tabitha to give her art and singing lessons. When you are alone with your husband, deep and passionate conversations are held. You look back on your life, and realize that it couldn't have been any better. Every half a year, the old gang reunites at your house, and the kids go play in your backyard as the rest of you discuss adult things...WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE.

Question

2005-01-12T22:40:17Z

Would you rather be deaf or blind and why?

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-10T22:02:00

2005-01-11T03:02:15Z

How do you get your sleep at night?
How did you get your noose so tight?
Like chewing on tinfoil, it's so much fun
Gonna be dead before your gone

Cause look how things have gotten
And I'll be happy so I won't pretend
And I'll be cheering that you're going down
And I'll be laughing, I'll be laughing

How many feelings can you steal?
Gotta be part of your appeal
I can see through you cause you're wearing thin
Like chewing on tinfoil once again

Ha Ha you're dead
And I'm so happy
In loving memory
Of your demise

When your ship is going down
I'll go out and paint the town
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead

(ha ha ha)

Ha Ha you're dead
The joke is over
You were an asshole
And now you're gone
As your ship is going down
I'll stand by and watch you drown

Ha Ha you're dead
You're gonna be dead
Just remember what I said
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead
Ha Ha you're dead

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-10T21:14:00

2005-01-11T02:14:37Z

ok so do i have a big ass sign stuck to my head that says "PLEASE LIE TO ME, I DONT MIND! I WANT MY FEELINGS TO BE HURT THANK YOU FOR DOING SO"???

IM SOOOOOO FUCKING SICK OF IT!

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-10T21:08:00

2005-01-11T02:10:40Z

well, today my teacher came and i had a test and got a 78 on it. yay i got a c? eh o well its passing lol then she tried to give me a spanish guiz and that didnt work to well and so im taking that on friday....yay??.....she didnt give me any homework sept to study for 2 tests....happy happy joy joy

haha i got this in the mail

2005-01-10T21:13:13Z

Dear Former Students:

WE MISS YOU AND WE WANT YOU BACK!

To show you how much we want you to be apart of our family agian, we are enclosing a gift certificate for one FREE MUSIC OR DANCE LESSON. No strings attached. (Offer not avalible to cuttent students).

Here are some reasons for returning to Napoli School of Music & Dance.

We have added some new teachers to our staff. You can try a new teacher or resume lessons with your former teacher.

Studies have shown that exposure to music and dance lessons actually increases your academic and social skills.

We have manty payment options including credit cards and monthly payments.

We now offer makeup lessons.

We have been voted "Best of the Mian Line" two years running.

It's fun!!

In closing, we want you to take advantage of our offer. We would love to have you once again become part of the positive culture taht has made us the choice for music and dance lessons.

Sincerely,
Chris Napoli, Director
Napoli School of Music and Dance

lol i took saxaphone lessons there in like 6th? grade! geez people LEAVE ME ALONE! lol

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-09T21:22:00

2005-01-10T02:22:48Z

im dying my hair again w00t!

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-08T21:10:00

2005-01-09T02:11:01Z

You're a Jaw Breaker!!!! You tend to be quite
upfront about everything. Some admire you for
this quality, while others often resent you for
it. Although you may act tough, whether you
hate to admit it or not there is some sweetness
inside of you.

Which kind of candy are you?
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i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-07T21:11:00

2005-01-08T02:11:17Z

You Are a Chihuahua Puppy

Small, high strung, and loyal. You do best in the city with a adults - young kids could crush you!

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-07T21:06:00

2005-01-08T02:07:53Z

well, the camera i got for x-mas is going back to QVC because it wont put the pics i took into the computer and im gonna buy 1 from target or something lol

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-06T17:19:00

2005-01-06T22:20:46Z

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-06T02:45:00

2005-01-06T07:45:48Z

Your EQ is

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-05T17:42:00

2005-01-05T22:43:00Z

Main Entry: home·work
Pronunciation: 'hOm-"w&rk
Function: noun
Date: circa 1683
1 : piecework done at home for pay
2 : an assignment given to a student to be completed outside the regular class period
3 : preparatory reading or research (as for a discussion or a debate)

lol off to do history homework...yay

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-05T02:00:00

2005-01-05T07:01:20Z

have strong urges to put nails through my wrists
LissaIndpls: any1 else??
TwiztedOnyx14: I stabed one threw my hand the one night
OnlineHost: ILiKeBlOodVvvV has entered the room.
CrazyJasonBoy: liss, YES
Scaredsilent06: i've thought about it
CrazyJasonBoy: omg i thought i was the only one
Scaredsilent06: never actually did it tho
LissaIndpls: me too crazy
CrazyJasonBoy: i have definite desires to nail
TwiztedOnyx14: I was stuck on the table for a long time and I passed out and woke up in the hosipital
LissaIndpls: i had it since i was young, bad pains in teh wrists too
CrazyJasonBoy: so many people cut, but i've never met another person who wanted to nail
OnlineHost: SoCharmed 2002 has left the room.
LissaIndpls: then i foudn out jesus was nailed through the wrists and not the hands, now i feel special
OnlineHost: ILiKeBlOodVvvV has left the room.
Scaredsilent06: i've never met a person who actually has nailed themselves
CrazyJasonBoy: i've never done it.... i just feel the need to
LissaIndpls: if you're going to do something, do it right scared
Scaredsilent06: ....me to
TwiztedOnyx14: I go threw these phases where this one thing plays back in my head and it throws me into a fit
LissaIndpls: same here crazy
LissaIndpls: i'm highly unnattracted to blood and pain accept when i get these extreme urges and all the sudden its like
LissaIndpls: well you all probably know
Scaredsilent06: i like blood...and pain
Scaredsilent06: always have
Scaredsilent06: i swear i was like born to be a cutter
CrazyJasonBoy: yeah i can't stand to see someone else cut or pierced
TwiztedOnyx14: It's all ways amazed me
LissaIndpls: twisted yes, i see my wrists and blood and it plays and replays and the image feels like heaven
LissaIndpls: very odd and strong urges
Scaredsilent06: me and my gf used to go to school and cut together....or selfharm together...w/e
TwiztedOnyx14: I see diferent shit that draws me to do it but u get it
Scaredsilent06: i get tired of being afraid to sleep...that's why i cut
Scaredsilent06: it shuts the voices up long enough to close my eyes
TwiztedOnyx14: Plus I get so overly pissed off and certain people i tend to do stupid sh*t
Scaredsilent06: yea
CrazyJasonBoy: i don't have voices, scaredsilent, but i'm afraid of sleep
TwiztedOnyx14: It's like late at night .. I got it sayin kill ur self then its dont and all that bs
LissaIndpls: voices....
Scaredsilent06: i have voices....they were gone right after i stopped my meds, but now they are back, my doctor said meds probably won't help anymore
LissaIndpls: well scared i'm lucky i only have my tainted thoughts and the occaisional gohst to deal with
TwiztedOnyx14: But I found a game I can play with other people around here called Bloody Knuckles
CrazyJasonBoy: i heard voices when on meds
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CrazyJasonBoy: meds made me C R A Z Y
Scaredsilent06: me too!
Scaredsilent06: i went nuts...all the time
LissaIndpls: crazy...i dont remember things i did on meds
LissaIndpls: when i did have them
CrazyJasonBoy: i don't believe in satan.... but on meds, i thought he was my father.. and he would talk to me through the button holes in my couch
Scaredsilent06: i'd randomly 4get what i was doing, and then blow up at people for no reasons....not that that's any different than off, but it was worse
TwiztedOnyx14: They are usin these pills called .. Meprobatmate and they are sleepin pills but they just seditade me and well u get it I believe
SocialDist0815: good evening all.
OnlineHost: IxI obscure IxI has entered the room.
LissaIndpls: lmao crazy LMFAO
IxI obscure IxI: hello hello
Scaredsilent06: OMG crazy...that's nuts
CrazyJasonBoy: i'm not being funny
LissaIndpls: i smoked this med a doc gave me once
LissaIndpls: that was strange
TwiztedOnyx14: Scared I get what U mean Im like that now sometimes
LissaIndpls: i'll never look at railroad tracks the same
IxI obscure IxI: sounds fun.
IxI obscure IxI: lolCrazyJasonBoy: the dr. just increased my meds...... made me even worse
Scaredsilent06: yea...i mean i'm sure pot and drinking doesn't help...but...what LissaIndpls: ambien is the best sleeping pillcan ya do?? lol
TwiztedOnyx14: lol It doesnt ..
CrazyJasonBoy: after years of that crap, i finally took myself off of meds... and now i can actually function
IxI obscure IxI: what pills are you guys on?
LissaIndpls: can buy perscription free online but becarful if you have apnea-sleeping pills can kill you
TwiztedOnyx14: But then I got crazy as hell and would reverse the effects with vicodon
Scaredsilent06: i can function, but i cut again...if my parents found out i'd be in a hospital...i'd kill myself
SocialDist0815: i'm not on any meds, but probably should be.
Scaredsilent06: i hate hospitals....like real ones are ok, but the mental ones....the people there are seriously f*cked up
CrazyJasonBoy: cutting isn't such a bad thing... as long as you're not trying to kill yourself
LissaIndpls: hiding cuts is easy
IxI obscure IxI: im on Zoloft, Trileptal, and Klonopin
TwiztedOnyx14: My mom has back pain and all other sorts of stuff so shes like loaded to hell with pills so I find a mix that I cant move cant think kinda like im in coma or something
Scaredsilent06: there was a chick who was only 4 or 5, she tried to kill her brother because "her daddy showed me how" that's what she said
LissaIndpls: obscure i'm surprised you can type
SocialDist0815: most people who cut aren't trying to kill themselves.
LissaIndpls: zoloft made me a nut
IxI obscure IxI: lol me too sometimes.
Scaredsilent06: i hate trileptal
Scaredsilent06: that sh*t sucked
IxI obscure IxI: ya, it blows.
Scaredsilent06: no kidding
LissaIndpls: sounds nice twizted
TwiztedOnyx14: Its cool till u come out of it
LissaIndpls: scared it happens
TwiztedOnyx14: But I dont suggest people do it
Scaredsilent06: i know, but she was so young, i mean we were all 15 and 16 years old
Scaredsilent06: she was scared all the time
IxI obscure IxI: im 17 now...yay lol
SocialDist0815: i'm 21.
Scaredsilent06: i'm 17 too
TwiztedOnyx14: I get very much more the reg sucidal when I come out so I gotta keep it up
OnlineHost: CrazyJasonBoy has left the room.
TwiztedOnyx14: um damn Im proly the youngest one in here
Scaredsilent06: how old r u?
IxI obscure IxI: ya, no more SI for me, been institutionalized twice.
LissaIndpls: i'm 24
TwiztedOnyx14: 15 gonna be 16 in like 2 months
Scaredsilent06: awww....lol
SilentScreams014: i just turned 15 lol
TwiztedOnyx14: lol ..
IxI obscure IxI: young'n
Scaredsilent06: lol
SocialDist0815: sometimes i wonder if hospitalization isn't best for me right now.
TwiztedOnyx14: I swear on my b-day this year
LissaIndpls: i'm old to be in here
SScaredsilent06: i didn't either
TwiztedOnyx14: If not ... I will be hangin from the roof or something cuz I cant take this shit any more
LissaIndpls: would be nice sometiems twist
OnlineHost: BlueJayXO has entered the room.
SadAngelEyes85: Hey everyone
IxI obscure IxI: ::hugs
SilentScreams014: my b-day sucked
TwiztedOnyx14: Im hopin some thing will knock on my window and say "ur leaving now " and then I die
Scaredsilent06: my b-day did too
SocialDist0815: you from indianapolis, lissa?
Scaredsilent06: i was in Job Corps
LissaIndpls: yes social
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IxI obscure IxI: my b-day sucked too....i didnt get shit
SocialDist0815: me, too.
IxI obscure IxI: lol

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-05T01:22:00

2005-01-05T06:23:12Z

---==(_() -----===(_()

yay for flying mashmallows

got this from amandas xanga sight

2005-01-05T02:11:55Z

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines,

He wrote a poem.

And he called it “Chops.”

because that was the name if his dog.

And his teacher gave him an A.

and a gold star.

And his mother hung it on his kitchen door

and read it to his aunts

That was the year father Tracey

took all the kids to the zoo.

And he let them sing on the bus.

And his little sister was born.

with tiny toe nails and no hair.

And his mother and father kissed a lot

And the girl around the corner sent him a

Valentine signed with a row of X’s

and he has asked his father what they meant.

And his father always tucked him in bed at night.

And was always there to do it.

Once on a piece of paper with blue lines

he wrote a poem

And he called it “Autumn”

because that was the name of the season.

And that’s what it was all about.

And his teacher gave him an A.

and asked him to write more clearly.

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door.

because of it’s new paint.

And the kids told him

that father Tracey smoked cigars.

And left butts on the pews.

And sometimes they would burn holes.

That was the year his sister got glasses

with thick lenses and black frames.

And the kids told him why

his mother and father kissed a lot.

And his father never tucked him in bed at night

And his father got mad

when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook

he wrote a poem

And he called it “Innocence: A Question”

because that was the question about his girl.

And that’s what it was all about.

And his professor gave him an A.

and a strange steady look.

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door.

because he never showed her.

That was the year that father Tracey died.

And he forgot how the end

of the Apostle’s Creed went.

And he caught his sister

making out on the back porch

And his mother and father never kissed

or even talked

And the girl around the corner

wore too much make up

That made him cough when he kissed her.

but he kissed her anyway

because that was the thing to do.

And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed

his father snoring soundly.

That’s why on the back of a brown paper bag

he tried another poem.

And he called it “Absolutely Nothing”

Because that’s what it was all about.

and he gave himself an A

and a slash on each damned wrist

And he hung it on the bathroom door

because this time he didn’t think

he could reach the kitchen.

-the perks of being a wall-flower-

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-03T22:40:00

2005-01-04T03:43:11Z

tomorrow i start homebound instruction. im taking spanish and history. and my teachers name is terri, just like my theripist....joy. i see her from 12:45-2 tomorrow and then again on thursday and friday but friday i see her for longer and in February shes gonna add biology cuz we cant do physics at home...

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-01T12:03:00

2005-01-01T17:03:36Z

hilary also told me that i needed to stand up for myself more

i__heartpirates @ 2005-01-01T11:35:00

2005-01-01T16:35:26Z

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Get a job and lose weight.

Get your resolution here

party-ness and no sentences

2005-01-01T16:33:58Z

melissa,laura, sarah and hilary came

we 1st picked up melissa from the 30th street station then went to some gas station and got soda
went home
waited
ever1 elce got there
played DDR
had pizza
went to wawa
walked home from wawa with a bow on my head and got stared at
by car full of people
yelled "its my birthday so ::sticks out tounge"
stoped at elem. school to swing
girl yelled at me
"dont got cocky with me"
"im not"
"dont got cocky with me"
"im not"
"dont got cocky with me"
"im sorry"
then she walked away kindna and i walked over to hilary
started laughing
and then that girls b/f started yelling
::yells at me::
hilary goes "were not talking about u, were having hott lesbien sex
o0o come here"
then i was like ::blink::
then they went away and we started laughing
then i went over to the map on the black-top and stomped on luisiana or w/e
made me feel better
got depressed over some1
cryed
said "were gonna pimp ur ride" to david from p-town
swang some more
walked to other park at end of street
stopped at sarahs house
went to park where i was paranoyid about said girl
had major anxiety attacks because SHE LIVES ON MY STREET
got stared at by 5 girls because i had a bow on my head and was walking fast
walked the long way home so we didnt have to pass her house
went home
had some more pizza
had cake
took pics of me skateboarding for mar (ur welcome) (AND I DIDNT FALL ON MY ASS...BUT we were in the kitchen soo...)
watched green day music videos
melissa fell asleep
watched ball drop
set off shit
confetti
party poppers
yay
walked around block
got depressed over diff person
got call saying "be careful cop is across street"
took ALL the silly string out of hair
took awhile
watched fireworks get set off
sounded like comets were gonna eat us
not pot somking in the park this year
sat on steps till 105 am
my butt was cold
didnt go to sleep till 430?
work up at 1005

and thats about it
and dont ask me how being 15 feels...

Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name	Pierre
His Looks/Style	Shaggy black hair, blue eyes, wears eyeliner, really skinny, pale, lip ring, band t-shirts, tight pants, and converse
How you met	At a Taking Back Sunday show
How he tells you he loves you	Gives you flowers every day
What he calls you	Princess
How far you've gone	everything but sex

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